xidle2

... Because, these words were never easier for me to say or her to second guess, but I guess I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable at best... And miserable I'll be for the rest of my days. Surrounded by childish immaturity, partially consumed by it in blindness of the fact that you could never change; I see that now. I have dropped to the bottom of the barrel and sunk as low as I'll ever go. But hear me now, and listen well: I rise from my ashes far more swiftly than I fell to become them. I know you cannot do what I have done: Change. To do so, you have to want to change; you in your dreamland would never want to le

I know it's a long ways away from now, but i have already decided on what I will do for the last picture I will ever take. I want it to be a surprise, but trust me, you will know it when you see it. It's art, and as such, it should be respected... no matter how it's born. I will need someone to upload the final image for me in my absence...